So my dears its been a crazy graduation and summer. I apologize for not being social the way i should be now i'm open and finally stress-free! I went to mexico beach last week with three other girls, one of which is my best friend (and i don't know why) and the other two are just girls that we are kinda close with.

This trip made me realize how sensitive i need to be with my surroundings (people & places). For a long time I thought that my best friend would keep me accountable but this week made me see that the only one that was there to keep me accountable was me. Which was very hard in some situations.

The question that keep popping in my head was was the question that my diddy asked me the night before i left, "Christina, Who do you belong to?", and the answer that automatically came into my head was "Tim and Nancy Young", he told me "NO. You belong to God." I felt stupid that I didn't say that. I sat there wondering why I hard stopped thinking with my head and heart combined and now it was just my head.

So now that i'm back i have surrounded myself with different friends and my family. It is going to be hard to drop my best friend but it has always been a constant struggle with me to stay pure and be friends with her at the same time. I have talked to her about doing something positive for herself but it never happens. So i'm asking yall for advice and prayer while this goes on. It will be a slow process but i think it needs to happen or maybe we just don't need to as close as we are.

PS- The door is open to anything you have to say.